Xctasy ( Ecstacy )

Recap : A ,B ,C ,D ,E ,F ,G ,H ,I ,J,K,L,M ,N ,O ,P ,Q ,R ,S ,T ,U ,V The exams went just like any other. Whether you are first grader appearing for a class test, or you are a middle aged female, exams will bring in fear before they come, and a sense of relief once they are over. I did have sleepless nights with coffee to kill my sleep, but … Continue reading Xctasy ( Ecstacy )

My little wise man

Recap : A ,B ,C ,D ,E ,F ,G ,H ,I ,J ,K ,L ,M ,N ,O ,P ,Q ,R ,S,T,U,VI reached home and found Pihu hot with fever. He was having sore throat since two days. Akash had told me, and he had given him medicines as well. However, today after he had come from school, he looked tired and had slept. Akash had given him medicine to reduce fever, but once the … Continue reading My little wise man

University

Recap : A ,B , C ,D ,E ,F ,G, H, I,K, L ,M, N ,O ,P ,Q ,R ,S ,T     It had been almost 6 months, since I had ran away. Life had started falling back to a routine. I had made much progress, and no longer obsessed over what had passed. I would think about it sometimes, but would not let it depress me anymore. The storm had passed … Continue reading University

Trouble

Recap : A, B,C,D,E,F,G, H,I,J,K, L, M, N, O, P ,Q, R ,SI kept waiting for Sophie's reply. Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months. May be my being in picture had been a deterrent. I finally stopped waiting for it and we had made much progress that we hardly ever discussed her anymore. One evening after a couple of months, we were getting … Continue reading Trouble

P – The Past Revisited

Recap : A ,B, C, D,E, F, G ,H,I,J,K,L,M, N, O Dear Neha, Sophie is back. I do not know what to think or what to say? Akash has left the decision to me. I do not know much about her except the image I have formed in my mind. Akash just says she was a complicated girl. She was with him for fun. … Continue reading P – The Past Revisited

How could I remain Optimistic?

Recap : A, B,C,D,E,F, G, H, I,J, K,L,M,N Dear Neha, Those dreams were disturbing me. Why was I getting them again? Who wanted to destroy my happy family? I tried not to think about Sophia, but she came to my mind again and again. After all I never knew what had happened in the end. Why did they break up eventually? … Continue reading How could I remain Optimistic?

N for Nightmares

RECAP : A , B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K, L, M Dear Neha, It was easy to drown in negativity and blame everyone else for everything, but to stay positive was the biggest challenge. There were times, when pangs of pain would surround me and try to drown me again, but I had decided, I would not let myself drown now. Like any other … Continue reading N for Nightmares

M for Memories

RECAP : A, B, C, D, E, F,G, H,I,J,K, L Dear Neha, The mind is a strange thing, the more I struggled to forget, the more they would cling back to me. I had finally realised that if I wanted the family I had to move on. Coming back to Akash was not easy, neither was going away from him. I had … Continue reading M for Memories

Would Love be enough?

Recap : A , B ,C , D, E ,F , G, H,I, J, K Dear Akash, I do not know where do I start from. I do not even know what to decide. I do believe you and trust you. I know you will never do any such thing again. I have seen you change in last two years, and that's what makes my decision more difficult. … Continue reading Would Love be enough?

Kaledioscope

RECAP     A , B , C ,D , E, F,G, H ,I, J Dear Neha, You are a little better today. The cast around your leg is going to stay another couple of weeks. You are worried about it, but Pihu is overjoyed as he will have you at home each day. I saw you smile at something in the morning.Was it Pihu signing on … Continue reading Kaledioscope