Xctasy ( Ecstacy )

Recap : A ,B ,C ,D ,E ,F ,G ,H ,I ,J,K,L,M ,N ,O ,P ,Q ,R ,S ,T ,U ,V The exams went just like any other. Whether you are first grader appearing for a class test, or you are a middle aged female, exams will bring in fear before they come, and a sense of relief once they are over. I did have sleepless nights with coffee to kill my sleep, but…

My little wise man

Recap : A ,B ,C ,D ,E ,F ,G ,H ,I ,J ,K ,L ,M ,N ,O ,P ,Q ,R ,S,T,U,VI reached home and found Pihu hot with fever. He was having sore throat since two days. Akash had told me, and he had given him medicines as well. However, today after he had come from school, he looked tired and had slept. Akash had given him medicine to reduce fever, but once the…

University

Recap : A ,B , C ,D ,E ,F ,G, H, I,K, L ,M, N ,O ,P ,Q ,R ,S ,T     It had been almost 6 months, since I had ran away. Life had started falling back to a routine. I had made much progress, and no longer obsessed over what had passed. I would think about it sometimes, but would not let it depress me anymore. The storm had passed…

Trouble

Recap : A, B,C,D,E,F,G, H,I,J,K, L, M, N, O, P ,Q, R ,SI kept waiting for Sophie's reply. Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months. May be my being in picture had been a deterrent. I finally stopped waiting for it and we had made much progress that we hardly ever discussed her anymore. One evening after a couple of months, we were getting…

Sophie

Recap : A, B. C, D, E, F,G, H,I,J,K,L,M,N,O,P,Q,R Sophie ... the girl who came in our life, and left it in shambles. I don't know if I would ever be able to do justice to her characterisation. My opinion for her would always be flawed, even though she might be a good person, and maybe she might have made a bad…

She was not Our Responsibility.

Recap: A,  B, C, D, E, F, G,H, I , J, K, L, M, N, O, P, Q I was not sure whether I wanted to tread that path. I had agreed to take the matter in my hands, because I wanted Akash to be away from her. More precisely, I wanted her away from my family. Morning, after Pihu left for school we had that conversation again. "Neha, think…

I Won’t Quit

Recap : A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K, L, M , N, O, PDear Neha, I went downhill yesterday again. I was worried about Sophie being back, but Akash telling me everything and asking me what to do was the little speck of light I needed. True to his word, he was waiting for my reply. He did not contact her, neither mailed her back, not…

P – The Past Revisited

Recap : A ,B, C, D,E, F, G ,H,I,J,K,L,M, N, O Dear Neha, Sophie is back. I do not know what to think or what to say? Akash has left the decision to me. I do not know much about her except the image I have formed in my mind. Akash just says she was a complicated girl. She was with him for fun.…

How could I remain Optimistic?

Recap : A, B,C,D,E,F, G, H, I,J, K,L,M,N Dear Neha, Those dreams were disturbing me. Why was I getting them again? Who wanted to destroy my happy family? I tried not to think about Sophia, but she came to my mind again and again. After all I never knew what had happened in the end. Why did they break up eventually?…

N for Nightmares

RECAP : A , B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K, L, M Dear Neha, It was easy to drown in negativity and blame everyone else for everything, but to stay positive was the biggest challenge. There were times, when pangs of pain would surround me and try to drown me again, but I had decided, I would not let myself drown now. Like any other…