University

Recap : A ,B , C ,D ,E ,F ,G, H, I,K, L ,M, N ,O ,P ,Q ,R ,S ,T     It had been almost 6 months, since I had ran away. Life had started falling back to a routine. I had made much progress, and no longer obsessed over what had passed. I would think about it sometimes, but would not let it depress me anymore. The storm had passed…

Trouble

Recap : A, B,C,D,E,F,G, H,I,J,K, L, M, N, O, P ,Q, R ,SI kept waiting for Sophie's reply. Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months. May be my being in picture had been a deterrent. I finally stopped waiting for it and we had made much progress that we hardly ever discussed her anymore. One evening after a couple of months, we were getting…

She was not Our Responsibility.

Recap: A,  B, C, D, E, F, G,H, I , J, K, L, M, N, O, P, Q I was not sure whether I wanted to tread that path. I had agreed to take the matter in my hands, because I wanted Akash to be away from her. More precisely, I wanted her away from my family. Morning, after Pihu left for school we had that conversation again. "Neha, think…

How could I remain Optimistic?

Recap : A, B,C,D,E,F, G, H, I,J, K,L,M,N Dear Neha, Those dreams were disturbing me. Why was I getting them again? Who wanted to destroy my happy family? I tried not to think about Sophia, but she came to my mind again and again. After all I never knew what had happened in the end. Why did they break up eventually?…

N for Nightmares

RECAP : A , B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K, L, M Dear Neha, It was easy to drown in negativity and blame everyone else for everything, but to stay positive was the biggest challenge. There were times, when pangs of pain would surround me and try to drown me again, but I had decided, I would not let myself drown now. Like any other…

M for Memories

RECAP : A, B, C, D, E, F,G, H,I,J,K, L Dear Neha, The mind is a strange thing, the more I struggled to forget, the more they would cling back to me. I had finally realised that if I wanted the family I had to move on. Coming back to Akash was not easy, neither was going away from him. I had…

Would Love be enough?

Recap : A , B ,C , D, E ,F , G, H,I, J, K Dear Akash, I do not know where do I start from. I do not even know what to decide. I do believe you and trust you. I know you will never do any such thing again. I have seen you change in last two years, and that's what makes my decision more difficult.…

The Jagged Sea

Recap: A ,B,C,D,E,F,G,H,I Dear Neha, I am the one who should have been punished, but instead you are the one who suffers every time. I do not know what to believe in anymore.  I have not left this room ever since they brought you hear. Seeing you so weak and in pain, I am thinking of the…

You have always been my Inspiration

Recap : One, Two ,Three , Four, Five , Six , Seven Dear Neha, You came back, but still you are not with us. Last night, I got a call from the Central Hospital! The cab you had taken home, met with an accident. On my way to hospital, I kept praying for you.  When I reached hospital, I saw you unconscious. You had multiple…