Recap : A ,B , C ,D ,E ,F ,G, H, I,K, L ,M, N ,O ,P ,Q ,R ,S ,T It had been almost 6 months, since I had ran away. Life had started falling back to a routine. I had made much progress, and no longer obsessed over what had passed. I would think about it sometimes, but would not let it depress me anymore. The storm had passed … Continue reading University
Recap : A, B,C,D,E,F,G, H,I,J,K, L, M, N, O, P ,Q, R ,SI kept waiting for Sophie's reply. Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months. May be my being in picture had been a deterrent. I finally stopped waiting for it and we had made much progress that we hardly ever discussed her anymore. One evening after a couple of months, we were getting … Continue reading Trouble
Recap: A, B, C, D, E, F, G,H, I , J, K, L, M, N, O, P, Q I was not sure whether I wanted to tread that path. I had agreed to take the matter in my hands, because I wanted Akash to be away from her. More precisely, I wanted her away from my family. Morning, after Pihu left for school we had that conversation again. "Neha, think … Continue reading She was not Our Responsibility.
Recap : A, B,C,D,E,F, G, H, I,J, K,L,M,N Dear Neha, Those dreams were disturbing me. Why was I getting them again? Who wanted to destroy my happy family? I tried not to think about Sophia, but she came to my mind again and again. After all I never knew what had happened in the end. Why did they break up eventually? … Continue reading How could I remain Optimistic?
RECAP : A , B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K, L, M Dear Neha, It was easy to drown in negativity and blame everyone else for everything, but to stay positive was the biggest challenge. There were times, when pangs of pain would surround me and try to drown me again, but I had decided, I would not let myself drown now. Like any other … Continue reading N for Nightmares
RECAP : A, B, C, D, E, F,G, H,I,J,K, L Dear Neha, The mind is a strange thing, the more I struggled to forget, the more they would cling back to me. I had finally realised that if I wanted the family I had to move on. Coming back to Akash was not easy, neither was going away from him. I had … Continue reading M for Memories
Recap : A , B ,C , D, E ,F , G, H,I, J, K Dear Akash, I do not know where do I start from. I do not even know what to decide. I do believe you and trust you. I know you will never do any such thing again. I have seen you change in last two years, and that's what makes my decision more difficult. … Continue reading Would Love be enough?
Recap: A ,B,C,D,E,F,G,H,I Dear Neha, I am the one who should have been punished, but instead you are the one who suffers every time. I do not know what to believe in anymore. I have not left this room ever since they brought you hear. Seeing you so weak and in pain, I am thinking of the … Continue reading The Jagged Sea
Recap : One, Two ,Three , Four, Five , Six , Seven Dear Neha, You came back, but still you are not with us. Last night, I got a call from the Central Hospital! The cab you had taken home, met with an accident. On my way to hospital, I kept praying for you. When I reached hospital, I saw you unconscious. You had multiple … Continue reading You have always been my Inspiration
RECAP ONE TWO THREE FOUR Dear Neha, Do you know what is the basis of a strong marriage? or any strong relationship for that matter? An open and a honest communication. When the bad phase started for us, we hardly ever spent time sitting together. I had closed myself to communications, as I did not want … Continue reading I wish we both had been more Expressive.